What if? Reflections on a Visit to a Homeless Shelter

In t "The Inferno" of Dante Aleghieri's "Divine Comedy", the poet Virgil guides the author through hell. At one point, Dante and Virgil are climbing a steep, narrow path and Dante is so consumed with the view that he looses his balance and almost falls into the pit of hell. Well, last night glanced the precipice pit when we volunteered at the Ansche Chesed men's homeless shelter.

We didn't do much, really. Two rooms occupy the floor where the men stay. During the day, these rooms serve as a nursery school. They are at opposite ends of a long hallway. By the time we arrived at 7 p.m., the residents had already taken out their beds and sheets from storage and set up the television. I took out two microwaves from a closet that the residents use to heat up dinners provided by the shelter, logged in the men's names into the shelter's record book and called the two referring agencies to let them know that everyone had arrived safe and sound. The men ate their dinner and watched television. One man fastidiously washed out his clothing in a utility sink. Others made telephone calls on their cell phones. Were they calling family, I wondered. The men stayed in their room; my daughter and I stayed in the other, waiting for the overnight volunteer to arrive. No big deal. I made up the bed for the overnight volunteer and set the alarm clock for 5:25 a.m.; by 6 a.m., the residents must dismantle their beds, collect their belongings and leave.

An arctic front had moved into New York City by the time my daughter and I left the shelter. We headed toward Pennsylvania Station to catch the train back to Long Island. I noticed people milling around who looked as if they had nowhere else to go and thought of those eight fortunate men fortunate enough to be warm for a few hours.

It's eight o'clock on a Sunday morning. I am warm in my bed and it is the last day of vacation, and I really don't want to get up. The guys from the shelter have been out for two hours already. The wind howls outside. I can hear it. Last night, when we left the shelter, I didn't think the experience had touched me. I was so very wrong.